Wednesday 3 October 2012

With Sadness

We are very sad to inform everybody that Georgia passed away yesterday- Tuesday 2nd October 2012. Georgia was surrounded by love & peace in her own home, as she wanted. Her humor & courageous spirit continued until the very end. We are thankful to have shared this walk alongside her. Her bravery & determination is an inspiration to everyone. May she Rest in Peace. 

Georgia's funeral service will be held on Monday the 8th October, 11am at Mill Park Baptist Church- 11 Morang Dve, Mill Park. Light refreshments to be served afterwards in the church hall.



A Reminder from Georgia Anastasiou - Love your life!

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.
                                                                                                                                  Nelson Mandela

Wednesday 19 September 2012

A new phase of care.....

Today was a difficult day. We found out that the tumours are growing very actively, based on last week's CT scan. It confirmed what I was feeling as my body continues to morph completely out of proportion.

The Sarcoma team believe it is time to come off the chemotherapy treatment. They also believe that further treatment may have more costs than benefits to my system which is no longer as robust. We will consider some options, but I need all of you to know all aspects under consideration are palliative from now on.

Pain managent and wellbeing will be our focus. Trust me, this is a big deal as I am beginning to be quite sore a lot of the time. The medication tends to make me quite vague and drowsy.

I am down but not out and at peace with this whole thing. Thanks to you all for continuing to travel this road with me!

Love Your Life,
Georgia

Friday 7 September 2012

Cycle 4 underway

Hi Folks,
It's high time for an update. I have had the next lot of chemo a week ago and I am feeling OK. My pain meds have been slightly adjusted so I am feeling quite drowsy at the moment.

A big week is coming up with a CT scan on Wednesday 12 Sept. It could be a test that either keeps me on or takes me off treatment. The Dr is definitely concerned that I will probably start experiencing complications in the near future. The tumours are so large that the pressure on other organs makes this inevitable. The follow-up appointment for this will be on 19 Sept to get the verdict. 

As I walk/shuffle around, I also know that I am doing relatively well as far as mobility is concened. I need assistance some of the time, and going out shopping is definitely fun when I can do it. Last week, we used a wheel chair to get more mileage out of our trip.  I still use the walker most of the time, but can't go as far with it.

The lymphatic massages are definitely still helping to shift things around and are aslo helping with toxicity levels. I will stick to having these for sure!

I am feeling OK in general, just needing a bit more support at home with practical, hands-on jobs. Thanks to the sisters and Sarah for the constant help.

Cheers to Cousin Mary-Jo for her special visit to Melbourne!

Love your Life,
Georgia

Friday 24 August 2012

Reality Check

It has been a more difficult Chemo Cycle this time. I have felt the effects of Cycle 3- perhaps I was taking the nice run of chemo cycle 1 and 2  for granted.

I have been lying low, just going through the motions and responding to all my appointments. It is hard to guage progress as I have had no formal testing done. I am still working on the whole digestive process and it is always a delicate balancing act to stay relatively well. I have to try to eat enough and in particular, try to eat/drink an adequate amount of protein.

I now have contact with Melbourne City Mission- Palliative Care. They are visiting me every fortnight and it is great to have a team independent of the Peter Mac Hospital who offer advice and practical support. At this point, I am accessing advice on pain medication and bowel issues, but will also get support from their allied services as required. They will aslo step up when I require specialised furniture at home to assist me to remain as comfortable as possible at home. They will also cover the cost of large items which is great to know!

At the moment, I am OK, but we have had to adjust the bathroom slightly so I can get in and out of the bath to have a shower. We have also raised the toilet seat so that it is easier for me to get up and down. The edema in my lower torso is persistant, but I do get relief from the lymphatic massages.

This week the problem has gotten slightly worse, and I am not walking as freely- small changes in mobility for the worse are huge for me. I am definitely worried about the progressive loss of physical independence and it will be a challenge for me to face not being able to walk in the future.

I have a big week coming up - a series of appointments which will all be helpful. On Sunday, another lymphatic massage, Monday the podiatrist, Tuesday cousin arrives from the US- yey!,Wednesday the  sarcoma soft tissue clinic with the Sarcoma Specialist to discuss progress and the next treatment cycle amongst othe things...., Thursday a Palliative Care visit, then another nurse visit with Peter Mac at home service for bloods to be taken and the PICC line dressed. Finally, should all be well Cycle 4 Chemotherapy will take place on Fiday/Sat with an overnight stay at Peter Mac hospital.

Finally, a dedication from me must now be given to another fellow-blogger and LMS'er. To Karen who shared her amazing life experience and her 4 year long journey with LMS- thank you for the humour and the wisdom, you are amazing. May you rest in peace!

To Karen who loved her life,

Georgia

Thursday 9 August 2012

Cycle 3 Yondelis

Update:  Cycle 3 chemo starts today, I am just waiting on the hospital to call and let me know they have a bed ready for me.... It could be a long wait again. I am hopeful that all will go well with my bloods (taken yesterday) and that all my tested levels are in the acceptable range.

I have been travelling reasonably well, not doing a great deat physically, but enjoying good company and following the Olympics religiously.....

The Lymphatic massage idea is working out - small steps are helping but it is fairly intensive and requires persistance. It is making a small difference and hopefully we can train a few people in how to do it to ease the load.

The botton line is that my abdomen has totally blocked my lymphatic  system , there is a little hope that we can encourage the flow back into my upper body to ease the pressure off my legs. We shall continue to try to work on this issue.

I will be in hospital Friday night and Saturday at this stage so I expect to be home again late Staurday evening if all goes according to plan. I am feeling positive about this chemotherapy and continue to hope that it will stablilise the growth of my tumours and possibly even help with some shrinkage to ease the pressure off my abdomen.

Thankyou for your prayers and acts of kindness,

Love Your Life,
Georgia

Wednesday 1 August 2012

Tumour Trajectory Transition.....

Ok, I mean............ GOOD NEWS TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The tumours are stabilizing. Some now have remained the same size as the previous scan and some are slightly larger. The Yondalis (Trabectidin) Chemotherapy is doing "something". It has changed the trajectory growth rate of the lesions. It has slowed down significantly. This is outstanding news.

The Sarcoma Specialist is optimistic that the treatment can continue to modify the growth of the cancer and it may impact on the composition of the tumours. It will take more time to have its potential full impact, so treatment will continue as scheduled. Cycle 3 will occur on Friday 10 August where I will have an overnight stay at Peter Mac.

In the meantime, I am looking forward to trying out a Lymphatic massage this Friday. Hopefully, it will help to improve my mobility in my legs.

Thanks to all for your many messages of encouragement, love, prayers and support.
God bless you all!

Hanging with the nephews
Love Your Life,
Georgia

Sunday 29 July 2012

Plodding along.....

Great time for a catch-up- really enjoying watching the Olympics - it has come at the right time. Besty friend from Sweden has departed so there is a big hole in my heart to fill....

Had the CT scan last Friday - with a complication - I seemed to have a reaction to the Contrast or the fluid in my stomach - I was in a bit of pain leading up to it. A simple test turned out to be a bit of a saga as I had breathing problems and a stomach issue. We were stuck at the hospital for a while for "observation" requirements....

Monday - I went in to Peter Mac today for a physio appointment- I need to pay some more atention to my edema issues: elevate, exercise,compress and lymphatic massage are all to be priortised. This is my main physical impairment so it deserves a focused approach - come on Georgia- get your act together!!!

Following this, thanks to Sarah, I also had a Podiatrist appointment. My feet are like alien beings so they needed some attention as well. Apparently, they just need a bit of TLC and they should come good soon as well.

The big one on our minds is this coming Wednesday's appointment at the Soft Tissue Sarcoma Clinic at Peter Mac; the verdict from the CT Scan. I am hoping to see Dr Desai- the top Sarcoma Specialist so that I can look at future possibilities of treatments with him.

In addition, I am about to spend some Team Georgia funds on a getaway to Daylesford- just a little bit of luxury for a couple of days!

Love Your Life,
GEORGIA

Monday 23 July 2012

Treatment continues

An update for everyone:

A successful visit to Peter Mac Hospital: On Friday I finally got a PICC line back in- this time on my right arm. Apparently it was difficult to find a vein big enough , so another doctor was called in to do the task. I then had bloods taken, which needs to occur before chemotherapy takes place.

I was then put into Ward 9 and given a bed straight away! What progress!

Then, the blood analysis machine broke down, which meant a long wait before I got the go-ahead to have chemo. 7pm came round and everyone was nervous, my chenmo is worth thousands of dollars and with a restricted shelf-life, and blood results not back, we still went ahead at 7:30pm, and started the 24 hour process.

Eventually, results came through and my electrolytes needed some attention, but all other factors were in the safe zone.

On Saturday morning, I woke up with sunshine streaming onto my face as I watched balloons floating across the city. It was an incredible sight. I had a good day in hospital and was glad to eventually leave at 7:30pm Saturday evening. So Cycle 2 of Yondelis (trabectidin) is now done.

The next big event is the CT Scan- we all know how much I look forward to these. The worst part is the drink which makes my stomach ache given the tiny amounts I put into it these days.
Realistically, we know that the last two scans have been negative and that this is a big deal. It is one scan at a time, so this could have huge implications:
If I need to state the obvious:
-it could be good news- chemo is helping, your tumours are stable lets continue to be on Yondelis: yey!
-it could be not good news:- chemo is not helping, your tumours are growing lets stop this chemo
-what are the other possibilities? I don't know if I have many other options, but I will ask and I will let you all know.

How am I? I am now able to walk a little without assistance. When I go out, I tend to rely on the walker and most of the time, people drive me around. I am "able to drive" according to the doctors, but have so much fluid in my legs it would probably take a bit of confidence to get it to happen. I am still in good spirits and am hopeful that I can continue to improve physically from the position I am now in. Again, I am on medical leave from work- this came at exactly the right time, and am able to focus on being as well as I can be.

Today, Sarah and I took a trip to Geelong and visited Rachel's puppies; 6 gorgeous border collies - too cute!


Love Your Life,
Georgia

Tuesday 17 July 2012

First Week off Work

It is true, I haven't given work a second thought as I have been so preoccupied with my many health issues this week.

I still am battling with my complications experienced since I was in hospital, and my system is still not stable. Eating is a really big deal and so are all the other mundane basic functions- it is certainly is frustrating and again, I don't know if this is now the norm or if I am working my way back to improving for my whole digestive sysyem. I am still restricting myself to the diet I was placed on in hospital; a low residue diet, in the hope that this will assist me to get back on track. I don't have an appetite as such, but I am on chemo as well, and the taste buds have just slowly died again.

Speaking of chemo, the hospital called yesterday and cancelled most of my appointments for the week. I was due to try for the third time to get my PICC line in, but apparently the ultrasound machine has broken down, and it won't be ready until Friday. So, I will go in on Friday and get this done, then I will go onto the 9th Ward and have Cycle 2 Yondelis chemotherapy overnight for  24 hour infusion over the weekend.

I have had the most delightful Torens Family visit me from Sweden, what a wonderful time to have my besty in Australia right now!!!!!!!! So many blessings everywhere!

Love Your Life,
Georgia

Sunday 15 July 2012

Fundraiser for Team Georgia

A heartfelt thankyou to all who came or were able to send messages of support on Sunday. For me, it was a celebration of all that is good about our community. The love and good intentions of all made the afternoon a great success.

I will be able to make a substantial donation to NLMS Foundation, as we have now sold the majority of the ribbons. From the count many people put in a more than generous contribution. Thanks so much for this.If you would still really like a ribbon, I have a few left; let me know and I'll make sure you get one.(thanks Carole and Bianca for your efforts here!)

I will aslo be able to cover some medical expenses through the support received as well. This is much appreciated.

I am still on a high in regards to all the folk who dropped in- you are all very special to me and the only negative was that I was unable to catch up with so many of you. From a distance, I hope you got the flavour of how I am travelling. The song was just something I couldn't resist- "....winter spring summer or fall, all you gotta do is call and I'll be there yes I will, you've got a friend!..."

The past two weeks have been crazy and I have been in hospital, but I am improving. It is a big lesson. I can have a medical crisis where I am completely unable to move, and then I can work towards improving again. Just because there is a problem, it doesn't mean it is locked in and it doesn't mean that a solution cannot be found.

My new Chemotherapy regime is to continue as planned. So Cycle 2 is this week, and it is full-steam ahead. As this week is going to be busy- in and out of Peter Mac Hospital Tues-Friday, catching up may have to wait for another week if that is OK.

Love Your Life,
Georgia

Friday 13 July 2012

Great news today!

CARDIOLOGIST REPORT:    Well, the tables are turning..... a top result from the echocardiogram- my heart appears to have made a comeback- and is performing up to capacity again. This is a significant development as it means that the side- effects of the first chemo are now back to level. I still need to stay on heart protection as a precautionary measure.

It also raises a new possibility again for me. I will be bringing this up with the oncologists as soon as possible- can I again gain access to PAZOPANIB if I need it in the the future as another possible treatment?

The more options I have, the better!

Another successful appointment today was with the Physiotherapist. We spent a lot of time setting baselines but also working on understanding the lymphatic system and what to do to work on my legs and mobility. I feel armed with enough information ansd strategies to really get my walking capacity back a bit more. In the meantime, I will use the supports I need to ensure I can get around and be safe.

On another note, we had to cancel the PICC line going in today - I have to make sure I don't do my injection clexane before going in - apparently that is dangeourous to do and could cause more difficulties. So, I am to go back next Tuesday for the PICC line. It seems that I will be in and out of hospital for most of next week!!!

It is all happening,

Love your Life,
Georgia

Thursday 12 July 2012

Team Georgia Fundraiser -Auction Items Updated (x4)


Auction Item No.1



Painting-  Title: Spring 'Study No.6'
               Artist: David Sichler
               Acrylic on Canvas

Painted in 2001, this piece is part of a 12 piece series. It is No. 6 of the series. It's title & artist's signature are located on the back of the canvas. It's dimensions are: 760mm x 1010mm & the piece includes 3 layers of painting.
It's RRP is listed at $800- $1000.



Auction Item No. 2




Drill-  Hitachi 12V Impact Drill
Model- WH12DMR
This drill kit comes with 2x 12V 3.3amp batteries, 1x charger & hard carry case
It's RRP is listed at $400-$500


Auction Item No. 3




Collingwood -'Dane Swan' framed & signed 2011 Picture
Replica Brownlow Medalion
Comes with Certificate of Authenticity
Size: 860mm x 550mm
RRP is $600+



Auction Item No. 4




2x Schiavello contemporary Stools
Colour: Fuchsia/ Magenta
RRP is $520 (for both)

Wednesday 11 July 2012

Back home from Hospital

Hooray! I am back home, from Peter Mac. They eventually let me go home on Wednesday afternoon with lots of meds and injections of all sorts!

I am spending a leisurely day at home Thursday with loved ones.

I have to return back to hospital on Friday for a series of appointments:
Firstly an appointment with the cardiologist as a follow-up from the Echocardiogram test I had on Wednesday.
Then a physio appointment to check out my progress with my body, legs etc.
Thirdly, I actually have to check in to hospital for a few hours to have a new PICC line put in again, this time on my right arm as I now have a DVT in my left arm.

It looks like I am definitely good to go for the Team Georgia event on Sunday at 3pm and so am excited at the prospect of catching up with many folk I have not seen in quite some time. Don't forget to bring some loose cash... there will be a few exciting things up for grabs. We will put a few items on the blog Friday that will be put up for auction just to allow folk to check for interest. I will also continue to sell LMS ribbons on the day. I am looking forward to some special musical items as well- wow!

Next week I am due at the hospital for Wednesday through to Friday- again, lots of appointments to be had. Chemo Cycle 2 of Yondelis is to go ahead on Thursday/Friday in hospital! It is good that there will be no delay in my treatment plan!!!!!

Feeling great to be here!

Love Your Life!

Georgia

Sunday 8 July 2012

Transferred to Peter Mac on 7th July 2012

Hi to all,

I am travelling well and am now at Peter Mac Hospital.  To my delight I have been put on a "Low Residue Diet" to basically see if my system can handle some food and still process and deal with it.

It looks like another few days in hospital to see if the bowel blockage can continue to improve without surgery.  Here's hoping!

I have day appointments this week at Peter Mac anyway:  Wed - Echocardiogram + Frid- Cardiologist.  It will be interesting to see if I get to keep these appointments.

Whilst at the Austin Hospital, I formed a DVT- Deep Vein Thrombosis near my PICC line.  It had to be removed.  Now, I am also having injections for this.  What a shame, another complication!

Looking forward to our little Sunday Team Georgia Fundraiser Event.  I hope to actually be there!

Love your life,

G.

Wednesday 4 July 2012

Update- Ambulance Trip

I ended up in hospital on Sunday the 1st July via ambulance at 6am.  I was experiencing lots of abdominal pain & could not move.

CT scans showed blockages - (it was bound to happen) in my small intestine.  Pressure from all tumours is not helping.

Since then I have been in the Austin hospital. Conservative treatment has meant no food until bowels behave.

I am waiting for a bed at Peter Mac.  If things don't settle, then I may need surgery.  Will keep you posted.

Love Your Life,  Georgia.

Tuesday 26 June 2012

Going into hospital

Now that I have your attention- relax!

Today I went into Peter Mac to have a minor procedure- I had a PICC Line Insertion. What is a PICC line? It involves XRAYS and Ultrasounds to find a direct vein line into your arm so that you can have chemotherapy without the fuss of lots of injections to get a line in. It is done under local anasthetic and was not too painful.It is more sore right now actually! I have to have it checked every week and dressed again to avoid the possibility of infection. I am pleased we went ahead with this.

The next bit of news.......I am going back in to hospital tomorrow and after seeing the Sarcoma Doctors at the Soft Tissue Sarcoma clinic, I will be admitted into Peter Mac for an overnight stay. Yes, I am OK...
They have just decided to bring my new Chemotherapy regime forward by a week- I have lots of crazy symptoms and appear to be getting worse.... thus the decision. The new chemotherapy is called Yondelis, which is used in Europe to treat soft tissue sarcoma/LMS.

My even bigger bit of news.... after much consultation with family and loved ones, it has been decided that I will take medical leave from work after the up and coming school holiday break is over. So from the 3rd week of July, I will take 10 weeks of medical leave so that I can rest, spend quality time with family, and give this 3rd treatment the best chance I can. Pease keep the prayers and visits coming.

Finally, I have OK'd the idea of a Fundraiser for Team Georgia, which will also include fundraising for the NLMS Foundation. If you are wanting to be involved you are most welcome, please contact me. It will be held in Melbourne on Sunday 15 July in Eltam at 3pm. Special thanks to the super-sisters for their work on this.

Love Your Life
Georgia

Friday 15 June 2012

Down but not out

I am deeply disappointed in my latest results post CT scan.

The truth is I have had a miracle year where from July 2011 for at least 7 months I was blessed with a Progression Free result until March 2012.

The results from the March to May CT scan are abissmal. They could not be any worse.The tumours have been completely unresponsive to the GEMTAX chemotherapy. They have been growing exponentially and at a dangerously fast pace.My abdomen is now full of lumps and bumps and pressure on my lymph nodes is creating some restriction with my mobility-give me back my legs!!!!!!!!

There is no fix for my led legs. It may not improve at this rate. I am thinking about getting a walking aid- I have no pride-whatever helps I will do. My body is shrinking but my abdomen is swollen.

I have been taken off the chemo as it is deemed to not be working..... Another treatment is being considered, and with approval, may begin early July.

Every treatment I am on has a chance of working. The first one worked, the second one did not. The third one may again give me Progression Free time. If it does- we shall give thanks. If it does not, you do the maths.....

It has been a time of grieving. It is now a time to look ahead with hope.

My hope comes from a higher place. Do not be surprised. I am deeply a woman of faith and have always been. My meditation is always based on God's love. I will trust with all of my heart and I will not lean on my own understanding. 

Let love abound. Let the peace of God that passes all understanding be with us.
Georgia

Sunday 10 June 2012

One Year Since Diagnosis-Slay the Dragon!

OK. Honesty time.

I can't feel my hands and feet. My legs feel like led when I try to walk. Until two days ago I have hardly managed a meal for two weeks.  My stomach has been in turmoil since Day 8 of the cycle and has only calmed down now- finally......It is now Day 20- meant to be my best days before chemo starts again on Day 1 Cycle 3 - Wed 13-6-12!

 This Cycle has been completely unexpectedly difficult. It is not meant to be so hard this early in the therapy. I just want an explanation. I know I have been battling a chest infection which may be putiing extra pressure on my body. I also know that I have had extremely low blood pressure during the past 3 weeks. It may be this combination that has got me so beat!

Ofcourse I did have the CT scan 3 days ago. I will get the verdict on Wednesday. Have the tumours continued to grow- is chemo to continue- will I need to be put into hospital for serious attention- am I doing briliantly  and unexpectedly well? It always makes me feel vulnerable, I just have to wait and see and be hopeful and have faith and have love in and around me.

It is so hard but it is worth the struggle and worth the effort. I will never give up until I know it will be OK in the end.

So, It's been a hell-of-a-year! Swear words- insert here if you want to !@#$%^&*()

Raise your glass and give thanks to God- I am still standing, still singing, still alive!

Love Your Life,
Georgia

Thursday 31 May 2012

A little legless, but not so bad....

Hi folks,

I think I should check in with everyone. Yesterday, (Wednesday) I went in for my usual Day 8 Chemo. I had bloods done, the had my hair trimmed to number 1 at the hospital , as it is all falling out again anyway- wait for the new look!

Then went up to Chemotherapy Day Unit at 12pm. We waited a while and then a nurse came up and set she needed to take a blood sample to do an antibody match for a blood transfusion. I couldn't believe it as I was feeling fine. Apparently my heamoglobin (HB) had dropped since the previous week, and so my Dr had ordered the blood for me as a precaution due to the timing of the chemo. Usually, if HB is low, they delay chemo, but mine was not at dangerous levels: "89" is low, but not dangerous.

Chemo took until 5pm and then the transfusion of 1 litre (1 bag) took 2 hours. It was a long day- Sarah is a trooper and doing the hard yards helping me on Chemo days. She is the best!

So, I took Thursday off, but the weird thing is I felt worse as the day went on, my legs lost power- I call it feeling legless! So, I will take Friday off work as well, drink lots of water to get my blood pressure up a bit!

I took the Day 9 injection again today, so will wait for the possible aching in my bones in a day or so.....remember- this is a good thing!

I believe all is going very well. I am not on Pain medication anymore- this may be because of many reasons, 1 possibility is that the tumours are being attacked! We shall see.

I have a series of appointments coming up soon, but no chemo now till the new cycle- 3 starts on 13 June. Yey!

I have a CT scan to check the tumours on 8 June. On 13 June, I will see the Sarcoma Fellow and discuss the results.I am expecting to continue with Chemo and Cycle 3. We did not do a baseline just before this chemo treatment began. I know the tumours were growing fairly rapidly over March to May, so if things are neutral that will be a good result.

On 11 July, I am having my next Echocardiogram to check if my heart is on the improve or not. I will see the cardiologist on 13 July to get the verdict.

By the way, this time round I am being careful with Dexamethasone- no crazy highs to speak of....

Just one last thing: To Lucy who I believe was beautifully cared for and had a rich and loving life- a beautiful soul - may you rest in peace!

Love Your Life,
Georgia

The new look

The new look, the new hair piece....at Conservatory near Peter mac

Saturday 19 May 2012

CYCLE 1 - All is well

I have reflected on the last month- lots of ups and downs on the blog!

Cycle 1 on GEMTAX has been OK. My old band - the "side-effects" have struck a chord  again to say a lovely hello- remember me? a little earlier than expected, I am surprised to say.

I have the obligatory sore mouth and gums and have some minor trouble swallowing food- so I have started taking Somac which is helping.

I experienced some severe pain from the injection, which for some reason I had forgotten about from last year's chemo. The injection came Day 10 in the cycle, the pain came Day 12, 13 and 14, so I had to go hard on some Oxynorm (fondly known as Oxymoron tablets!!!!), as I persisted in going to work at the time.....

The pain is a "good thing". No-really, it's a sign that the bone marrow is being produced, which in turn means that more white blood cells are being produced, which means my immune system is being more protected at my most vulnerable time during the Chemo cycle, which means I am less likely to get sick, or get a high temperature or fever and possibly end up in hospital.... and we don't want that!

The tongue is a bit crazy white and sore and yes I have to mouth wash very regularly to help with swollen gums and to avoid ulcers. I also have this interesting thing happening to my heels- huge deep big-mumma blisters developed Day 16, so I have taken to lovely warm foot salt -soaks to help ease the pressure there.

I won't say too much about my digestive system at this stage- suffice to say I am always planning ahead and trying to make sure the situation is not too hard to manage wherever I may be. I keep hearing my Research Nurse from 2011 saying "drink Georgia, drink lots of water, before, during and after chemo! Water, water, water!"  I feel it was such good training, that I know what to do for myself this time around.

So, Cycle 1 ends in 3 days- Tuesday, so all is well. I have pretty much stayed at work through Cycle 1, it has been Ok, for the most.

Cycle 2 begins in 4 days- Wednesday 23 May  (Day 1)- where I have bloods to check white bloods cell levels and other things..., then meet with the Sarcoma Doctor, then have Chemotherapy: Gemcitabine.  the After that, the whole 21 days of thing repeats as per the first Cycle. I will also see a psych at Peter Mac on Thursday (Day 2), so I can continue to ear-bash someone apart from my dearest loved ones and friends. Some things I don't say on the blog, but I may get there yet!

I am in good spirits and doing well.

Love your life,
Georgia

Thursday 10 May 2012

WIRED UP ON DEXAMETHASONE- YEEHAH!

Hello Team Georgia - wow, great to catch up- what a day!

So, I have been working this week as per normal and had a hypo kind of do everything, run around a lot few days- did not get puffed out once - how about that! Only thing is, my abdomen did protest a little on Wednesday, so I sat from time to time!

Anyway, long story short, I forgot to take pre-chemo meds for Thursday's Chemo, and when I got home , I tried to make up for it and took too many.So I turn up for GEMTAX today and they gave me more with my chemo so I am still on double-time right now with no-one to talk to, all by myself, I'm home about 8 just me and my FOXTEL, ain't misbehaving etc..........

So, Chemo did go well today, beloved sister 2 came with and special cousin S popped in for a treat and I chatted all through my day!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I had bloods done at 9am- only 2 attempts - pretty good compared to last week.

I saw a psych - yes me- I know first time ever even though I am Psych trained myself- pretty awesome step in life  -    so why not take a risk now?  -     it won't kill me   -      (too much? .... OK....try to calm down.......)
I don't think the psychologist got a chance to speak - no surprises there!

Then I had two lots of chemo: Gemcitabine 1520mg and then Docetaxel 170mg

Sent home with strict instructions on :
1. How to give myself and Injection of Pegfilgrastim  (Neulasta Ang) and
2. To not touch DEXAMETHASONE TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!

Taking day off tomorrow again, this time to see the cardiologist and rest due the chemo today,

Love your life, but don't take too many drugs, 
Georgia

Saturday 5 May 2012

Some progress on Picasso III Trial and Information about ULMS



This was the trial I participated in in 2011:

Copied from Ziopharm Press Reslease press release May 3, 2012
http://www.marketwatch.com/story/ziopharm-reports-first-quarter-financial-results-2012-05-03


Palifosfamide (ZIO-201), a novel DNA-targeted cancer treatment that
bypasses drug resistance mediated by ALDH (aldehyde dehydrogenase), an
enzyme associated with cancer stem cells, and has a favorable toxicity
profile. Intravenous palifosfamide is currently being studied in a
randomized, double-blinded, placebo-controlled Phase 3 trial (PICASSO
3) for the treatment of front-line metastatic soft tissue sarcoma.

* PICASSO phase 3 enrollment is nearly completed
* Results of the PICASSO 3 study expected in the second half of 2012
* development of a oral capsule form of palifosfamide with a clinical
study plan is underway



This is  infomation on ULMS:
Standard treatments and Prognosis for Stages. (Only for the very brave of heart!)
www.curesarcoma.org/index.php/patient_resources/subtypes/uterine_leiomyosarcoma


Patient Resources
Sarcoma Subtype Information
Uterine Leiomyosarcoma
Uterine leiomyosarcoma (LMS) is a smooth muscle tumor that arises from the muscular part of the uterus. Leiomyoma, or fibroid, is a very common benign smooth muscle tumor of the uterus. A LMS may develop in approximately one to five out of every 1,000 women with fibroids. Uterine LMS appears to behave in a slightly different way from LMS in other organs.

Epidemiology
Uterine LMS is a rare tumor. Only about 6 out of one million women will be diagnosed with this rare cancer in the U.S. annually. The average age of diagnosis is 51 years. Uterine LMS is most often discovered by chance when a woman has a hysterectomy performed for fibroids. It is difficult to accurately diagnose LMS before surgery because most women with LMS will have multiple fibroids making it difficult to know which ones should be biopsied. Magnetic resonance imaging (MRI) might offer some information but is not entirely accurate. A special MRI exam in combination with a blood test for serum lactic dehydrogenase (LDH) level has been reported to be accurate in diagnosing uterine LMS. MRI-guided biopsy of suspected LMS has also been reported. These things appear to be promising approaches. However, they should not be routinely performed until we can further test their value.

Surgery is the primary therapy for patients when they are first diagnosed with uterine LMS. The cancer has not spread beyond the body of the uterus (stage I and II) in approximately 70-75% of patients. This tumor tends to be aggressive. The 5-year survival rate is only 50% with patients whose tumor is confined to the uterus. The 5-year survival rate for most other gynecologic cancers can be more than 90% if the tumor has not spread outside the organ of origin. Women with uterine LMS that has spread beyond the uterus and cervix have an extremely poor prognosis.

Various characteristics of uterine LMS have been suggested to affect the prognosis of a patient with this cancer. Features such as tumor size, DNA content, hormone receptor status, cellular division (i.e. mitotic rate), and tumor grade have all been reported by different investigators to be related to prognosis. However, none of these things can reliably predict what will happen. In addition, none of these features should influence a physician’s treatment recommendations.

Despite complete surgical removal and best available treatments, approximately 70% of patients will develop a recurrence within an average of 8 to 16 months after the initial diagnosis. Recurrent uterine LMS is difficult to manage. Options include surgery, chemotherapy, and radiation therapy.

Clinical Features
There are no reliable methods to diagnose a uterine LMS before surgery. It is almost always found by chance at the time of a hysterectomy for what was thought to be benign fibroids. There are no specific signs or symptoms, especially in young women. Rapidly changing, or enlarging, fibroids in premenopausal women should be investigated. The vast majority of the time these are not malignant fibroids that are growing in a menopausal woman are concerning and should always be surgical removed.

This cancer can grow to be very large and often recur. Nearly 70% of women with stage I and II uterine LMS will develop a recurrence. Tumor size and mitotic rate do not appear to be associated with prognosis unlike LMS from other sites. Uterine LMS tends to metastasize to the liver and lung frequently. Surgical removal, if possible, is the best treatment. Chemotherapy and radiation therapy have limited roles in the treatment of these tumors.

Treatment and Follow-up for Local Disease (stages I and II)
Surgery is the primary therapy. All patients with stage I and II LMS should have a total abdominal hysterectomy (TAH) performed. Removal of both fallopian tubes and ovaries (known as a bilateral salpingo-oophorectomy or BSO) is recommended for women who are menopausal or have metastatic disease. The value of performing a BSO in younger women with normal appearing ovaries is unclear. Microscopic metastases to the ovary occur in only 3% of women with uterine LMS. Many physicians have recommended BSO in all women with uterine LMS because of the fear that these tumors are stimulated by hormone (estrogen and progesterone) production from the ovaries. It is also feared that the chances of the cancer coming back (known as recurrence) are worse if the ovaries are not removed. This is a valid theoretical concern. However, there was no difference in recurrence or survival in a recent small report comparing women with uterine LMS who had a BSO and those who did not have a BSO. In addition, the receptors for estrogen and progesterone are found less often in LMS than in fibroids.

Removal of the ovaries will make you menopausal immediately. Menopause, especially one that is induced so quickly, can create significant symptoms, such as hot flashes and mood changes. These can often be controlled somewhat with medications. Menopause also increases the risk of bone loss or osteoporosis, which makes the bones weak. This makes it easier for bones to break or fracture. Complications from osteoporosis-related fractures are one of the leading causes of sickness and death in menopausal women. All of this must be carefully considered when deciding whether to have your ovaries removed. It is a very difficult and personal decision. The information that we have to help guide us is based on experiences with very small numbers of women.

It has also been controversial as to whether “staging” procedures, in which lymph nodes are assessed, are necessary. The rate of lymph node involvement is less than 3%. It is not beneficial to perform another surgical procedure to sample lymph nodes in patients whose diagnosis has been confirmed after hysterectomy and in whom there was no obvious evidence of cancer spread outside the uterus. Such procedures have associated risks and will not change the management of this cancer.

Currently, there has been no proven overall benefit of using any further chemotherapy or radiation therapy after complete surgical removal of all visible uterine LMS. Chemotherapy and/or radiation therapy given after complete surgical removal of all tumor is known as “adjuvant” therapy. Adjuvant radiation to the pelvis has been shown to decrease the chance that the cancer will come back in the pelvis. It does not change the chance of the cancer returning in other areas, such as the lung or liver; this happens nearly 80% of the time when a recurrence develops. Pelvic radiation to all patients who have all the cancer removed should not be routinely offered. However, some physicians and patients do elect to try radiation therapy to reduce the chance that the tumor returns in the pelvis. This is done with an understanding that the chances of surviving are no different than for those who do not get radiation therapy.

The use of adjuvant chemotherapy has also not yet been proven beneficial. The largest trial of adjuvant chemotherapy in patients with all types of uterine sarcomas, using one of the most active drugs, doxorubicin, showed the chances of recurrence and survival were the same in patients who either received or did not receive doxorubicin. Currently, the use of routine adjuvant chemotherapy is not recommended, except in the context of a clinical trial. Recently, a combination of two other drugs, gemcitabine and docetaxel, produced a dramatic response in patients with recurrent or advanced uterine LMS. This combination is being investigated in the adjuvant setting. Patients on this trial are given gemcitabine and docetaxel in the adjuvant setting to hopefully decrease the possibility of recurrence and improve the chances of survival.

Patients should be followed very closely after surgery. Many physicians will recommend that patients are examined every 3 months for the first 3 years after diagnosis, every 6 months for 2 years after that, and then annually. A computed tomography (CT) scan is often done every 6 months to one year. It might be useful to have a CT scan done soon after surgery or completion of therapy in order to have a starting point for future comparisons. Any unusual symptoms should be evaluated by a physician.
Surgery is the primary therapy. All patients with stage I and II LMS should have a total abdominal hysterectomy (TAH) performed. Removal of both fallopian tubes and ovaries (known as a bilateral salpingo-oophorectomy or BSO) is recommended for women who are menopausal or have metastatic disease. The value of performing a BSO in younger women with normal app

Treatment and Follow-up for Metastatic (stages III and IV) (ME- Stage IV) and/or Recurrent Disease
The treatment of patients with metastatic and/or recurrent disease needs to be determined on case-to-case basis. The best possible treatment is surgery to completely remove any and all tumor. However, this is not always possible. Radiation therapy to try and shrink the tumors and help improve the chances of surgical removal may be considered but is not always successful. Responses to radiation therapy and chemotherapy alone are limited. The most active drugs in the past, doxorubicin and ifosfamide, provided a 30% response rate when used in combination. A recent trial using the combination of gemcitabine and docetaxel found a 55% response in patients with advanced, primary, or recurrent and surgically unresectable uterine LMS. Other drugs, such as vincristine, cyclophosphamide, dacarbazine, topotecan, paclitaxel, etoposide, and hydroxyurea have been used, either alone or in combinations with disappointing results. In addition, the average time until the tumor progresses or recurs after using any of these drugs, including the most active ones, is less than 1 year.

Follow-up is based on case-to-case basis and should be discussed with your physician.

Targeted Therapies
There are no known effective targeted therapies for uterine LMS. Clinical trials are investigating new treatments. All patients with this disease should strongly consider participating in clinical trials.

Uterine LMS is a rare cancer that requires specialized care. All patients should seek the opinion of physicians who are trained to treat this disease, such as gynecologic oncologists or specialized surgical oncologists.

From The Sarcoma Foundation of America



You have to, got to, absolutely need to
Love Your Life,
Georgia















Thursday 3 May 2012

We're off the blocks

New treatment has begun on Wednesday 2 May: GEMTAX
I went in for a consultation with the doctors, to hear the plans for the next treatment. It was set to be initiated on May 17. By the way, the Sarcoma Fellow did say the Pazopanib is not off the table forever. If my heart improves over time, it may be an option in the future. After my medical exam , the doctor felt that another strategy was required. I then had bloods done and no-one could get a line in for an IV drip. Four puncture wounds later, we just stuck to doing bloods.

Had a break for lunch at Treasury Place Cafe - very nice, then went into hospital- literally, signed in , got into bed, then waited to get Chemotherapy. Apparently, this was the way to get me started as the CDU (Chemotherapy Day Unit) was booked out completely. The actual chemo took a while to begin. Again, trouble getting a line in - 6 puncture wounds for the day! It was quite painful once things got started, they had to stop the drip line, then slow it right down for me-a complete surprise as I experience no pain with chemo last year.

The new chemotherapy is one that is well known in the United States it is called GEMTAX., and is the first standard treatment applied for Leiomyosarcoma cases.It usually requires payment when given to patients in Australia, but yet again, Peter mac is covering the costs for me. This includes the post-chemo injections that I will have to have to avoid potential white blood cell decline around the day 7, 8, 9, 10 mark during each chemo cycle.

What is GEMTAX?
It is a combination treatment of two types of chemotherapy drugs called Gemcitabine and Paclitaxel.
My regime will be to have 6 cycles of GEMTAX. Each cycle lasts for 3 weeks. My treatment will be set for Day 1 and day 8 treatment every cycle, bloods to be done on Day 8 to check if chemo is safe to go ahead that day. Day 9 will be the day for the injection to help with white blood cells.
This cycle, they are having difficulty squeezing me in so I am going in Day 9 (Thursday 10 May for chemo instead of day 8). I also have the Cardiologist check up on Friday 11 May to see how I have responded to the Coversyl heart medication.

There will be side-effects , but so far just some fatigue initially, so I took an extra day off work. I expect some similar effects to last year, but one extra one is hypersensitivity in extremities - I have to avoid very cold and very hot fingers and toes as a way to watch for this one. I will have hair loss again, shame I went to work without the wig oh well, vanity, vanity all is vanity!!!!!
Cheers,
Georgia

Monday 30 April 2012

The Witching Hour

The nights are getting a bit weird; I'm aware of the shifting sands in my body- differences and niggles and annoyances that I have not felt before. Lumps and bumps and gurgling and aches and occasional sharp reminders that all is not a calm still ocean at 3:06 am. I wake up and do the walk to the well endowed medicine bowl- you can get anything you want if you have cancer.......



"A Volcano in my Tummy" - a very apt book title......


It's just an oxymoron- I don't feel these things during the day at work......I have a couple of paracetamol every morning and I feel fine for the day; I just can't get around very quickly and am not on my feet for sustained periods of time.It's when I get home and put my feet up when it starts to send me a hello message- I'm here, I'm a little bit country and a little bit rock and roll....ahh music to my ears.

I had a scare at the local shopping centre on the weekend, I call "Badlands". I felt a bit stiff on Saturday morning but thought to myself it's time to get an ugly passport photo so I can renew my passport- you never know I might do an overseas trip again sometime soon..... I walked around for 10 minutes and I'll be darned if my body completely freeze-framed on me. I couldn't walk to save myself. It freaked me out completely so I found the nearest cafe and had a lovely flat white with skim milk and a gorgeous croissant, while I had my first "Georgia Meltdown". It wasn't pain , it was just pressure and too difficult to move around! It has never happened before so I had to do some psychological aerobics to find my equilibrium.....

The extra night-time pain killers have frozen my abdomen solid so I am working on making my digestive system get back to basics. It is annoying because I am not even on any treatment for cancer at the moment. I am taking the heart protection meds and that seems to have settled me down. I tempted fate on Sunday and pushed it a bit to see if I could.... and did the housework; washing, vacuuming never felt better! It was alright!

I have been eating smaller meals and not taking too many risks with my food intake. Small snacks are more the go, with a nice glass of wine added for good measure every now and then. I have dropped a little weight but it is just levelling out back to what I was a few years ago.

Waiting for the next treatment.....

Love Your Life,
Georgia

Wednesday 25 April 2012

Possibilities throughout the universe

I have been like a dog to a bone- determined to find something to hang my hat on - what could be the next best thing to help me out?

My research has led me to practices such as CYBERKNIFE and PROTON THERAPY. These sound like science fiction but are available throughout the rest of the world-just not in the lucky country-Australia!

I have initiated contact with some medical tourism companies, but initial feedback is that my situation is probably too far down the track- my tumours have metastatized too extensively throughout my abdomen for even these high technology procedures to be on the very safe side.

This is hard to process, but it is early days yet. I have a friend Karen, who has been battling LMS for several years and has had surgeries, cyberknife, radiation, chemo and is still giving the illness a really hot go! She is a true champion. Her blog is incredible!

I am also going to investigate radiowavetherapy, another alternative treatment which is available in Perth, Australia.

I have nothing to lose, and lots to gain. I am not going to give up, not by a long shot. The reality check ofcourse is that I am now feeling it - and am working out how to ease in to pain management effectively.

One day at a time....

Love Your Life,
Georgia

Friday 20 April 2012

One door closes....

Pazopanib is a no go!

Disappointment abounds

LMS is rare

Being treated for LMS with Pazopanib is rare; get funded fully for it by the drug company (over $6000 per month) is rarer still!

The combination of being treated with Pazopanib whilst having my particular heart problem is in the "Unknown" realm and deemed too risky!

I now will start on Heart Protection medication which will assist my left ventricle of my heart to pump blood more effectively.

The Sarcoma team will consult as to the next best treatment regime. It looks like the next door opening will be chemotherapy.

The next appointment is 2 May. I will know more by then......

Time to raise your glass - let's have a pinot,

Love Your Life,
Georgia

Wednesday 18 April 2012

Echocardiogram-another word for Heart Ultrasound!

Had a heart check today: via an echocardiogram.  But you've got uterine cancer you say......?

Ah yes, another little complication.... I've been experiencing a little bit of discomfort in my chest. getting a bit puffed out (no I have not been working out, surprise, surprise...). So there is a problem, but it appears it is not with the electrics of my heart as we first thought. It is more likely to be due to a low ejection fraction in my left ventricle....It may be due to effects of chemo-who knows?

I also had a blood test and got the all clear in regards to possible heart damage over the past few days....Yey!

What does this all mean? I don't know, but am meeting with the cardiologist on Friday morning (in two days!) This may require some medication for heart protection. I may still be in the running for Pazopanib which has arrived finally!!!!!!! I will have to wait to get the official word from the cardiologist. After this appointment, I will catch up with the sarcoma doctors on Friday to go the next step, whatever that may be....

There may be good news around the corner, just you wait and see!

Love Your Life!
Georgia

Thursday 12 April 2012

More tests, more delays in treatment

If this was going to be about learning life lessons to let go and not be in control, I think I am on the right path.

I am not in control of my treatment and my LMS status. It is challenging my sense of balance and positivity. And yet, I am still well, and living my life without too much discomfort and restriction.

The call came from Peter Mac 12 April; please come in for more tests. There was an irregularity reported in my heart test yesterday.
What is it?
My heart rate is actually OK, but the problem has to do with Conduction- I believe this relates to electrical activity in the heart:  "The electrical conduction system that controls the heart rate: This system generates electrical impulses and conducts them throughout the muscle of the heart, stimulating the heart to contract and pump blood."
 The issue may have arisen due to last year's chemotherapy.

The medication is on hold now until we know one way or the other if my heart can handle these new meds. The Sarcoma Specialist needs more information from the cardiologist before we can proceed further with treatment. I will have to go in to Peter Mac next week to have this issue checked out. Then go back in again to meet with the cardiologist to receive feedback about the testing. So, first week back at work after a two-week break, but I have to go in for two days to hospital!!!!!

I cannot believe it, it is so frustrating. Could this mean Chemo is the next treatment after all? If so, Ifosfamide or Gem/Tax will possibly be back on the table.

In a follow-up phone call to the hospital 13 April , I have locked in two appointments next week: Wed 18 April at 10.30am for an Echocardiogram, and 20 April at 9am to meet with the Cardiologist to go through the results.
On the phone, the Sarcoma doctor was still keen about the possibility of me qualifying for this medication- it is seen clearly as the best option for me right now. There aren't a lot of other options that could be effective in helping me to be Progression -Free!

We shall see.....
Is it true?: Cancer is just a word, not a sentence..........

Love your life,
Georgia

Wednesday 11 April 2012

Update on new treatment

I have been in to Peter Mac on Wednesday this week and had a long consultation with the doctor.
We discussed pain medication and also looked at the new  meds: Pazopanib paper-work. I did have to sign consent forms to use the medication. The drugs unfortunately had not arrived as yet, and are now due by the end of the week. Hopefully they will call me back in for these prior to the start of work next week!

I  needed to do further tests on the day to establish a baseline for comparison once i start on the new meds. I also had a heart test, so I have to wait to get the all-clear on this, as I did have some heart effects from the Doxorubicin I was on. There is a possibility that I may not be able to use the new meds. I was not aware of this being an issue prior to going to the hospital on Wednesday......

It is interesting that the actual drug company is sponsoring this application for my use of Pazopanib. The drug has passed trial phase, but I believe that the drug company will continue to collect data from participating hospitals; thus the baseline tests I did yesterday. There is no limit period per se to using this medication. Itis more about tolerance whilst on it and whether I can return to a Progression-Free status. The side effects are a concern, but we will monitor these as I go.

Cheers,
Georgia

Monday 9 April 2012

To Viv, who loved her life!

To one who loved their life:

You have lived a wondeful life
You have battled long enough
May you find the peace which passes all understanding

You are fondly remembered
You are my inspiration
You have my admiration and respect for the journey well-travelled,

Vivian, May you rest in peace:  9 April 2012

Love and affection,

Georgia

Tuesday 3 April 2012

Good news, drugs are on their way to Melbourne City!


The return of the hair....
 A lovely development today: I got a  phone call today from my Sarcoma Nurse at Peter Mac Hospital to say the drugs are approved and on their way to me......

So, it is predicted that the medication will arrive next Tuesday 10 April. My next consultation has been adjusted to fit in with this- my appointment for this week will be postponed. I will now have an appointment on Wed 11 April, so that the CT scan and the medication regime can be discussed. I assume I will get the run-down on the side-effects as well, and how to look after myself whilst on these meds.

This is not a trial; this medication has already gone through the Phase 3 trial stage and has been approved for use in the USA. The main benefit is that PAZOPANIB has been shown to add Progression Free time to some LMS patients. The meds come in tablet form so I can take it at home, morning and evening, without having to attend at the hospital. It also gives me a further break from chemotherapy, as long as I can be shown to be Progression -Free.

How Pazopanib Works:
Pazopanib is not a chemotherapy drug but one of many "targeted therapies."  Targeted therapy is the result of about 100 years of research dedicated to understanding the differences between cancer cells and normal cells. To date, cancer treatment has focused primarily on killing rapidly dividing cells because one feature of cancer cells is that divide rapidly. Unfortunately, some of our normal cells divide rapidly too, causing multiple side effects.
Targeted therapy is about identifying other features of cancer cells. Scientists look for specific differences in the cancer cells and the normal cells. This information is used to create a targeted therapy to attack the cancer cells without damaging the normal cells, thus leading to fewer side effects. Each type of targeted therapy works a little bit differently but all interfere with the ability of the cancer cell to grow, divide, repair and/or communicate with other cells.
There are different types of targeted therapies, defined in three broad categories. Some targeted therapies focus on the internal components and function of the cancer cell. The targeted therapies use small molecules that can get into the cell and disrupt the function of the cells, causing them to die. There are several types of targeted therapy that focus on the inner parts of the cells. Other targeted therapies target receptors that are on the outside of the cell. Therapies that target receptors are also known as monoclonal antibodies. Antiangiogenesis inhibitors target the blood vessels that supply oxygen to the cells, ultimately causing the cells to starve.
Pazopanib is designed to block tumor cell growth in several ways.  Pazopanib targets  several proteins (called tyrosine kinases) on the surface of cancer cells, as well as targets within the cell. Several of these targets are thought to be involved in angiogenesis (making of blood vessels).  By blocking these targets, it is hoped the cancer will shrink.
Research continues to identify which cancers may be best treated with targeted therapies and to identify additional targets for more types of cancer.



 
A happy snappy ( taken a year ago)


The Journey Continues,

Love Your Life,
Georgia

Saturday 31 March 2012

A new approach to treating Gynacological cancers & all about CYBERKNIFE

Hi all,
As I enter a two week break from work (school holidays) my attention always returns to my research on ULMS: Uterine Leiomyosarcoma.....AKA THE DRAGON.

I have just received this press release from my LMS forum (US - based). It does show that some organisations are working hard at trying to make a difference for those of us who are fighting the good fight in the 'rare cancers' category. In particular, the gynacological cancers and LMS will be the focus of continued clinical trials to target more effective treatments in the future. There is a bit of technical speak in the link, but if you are keen it makes for interesting reading.

I would not qualify for the specific initial trials mentioned as my tumours have metastatized outside of my uterus. I am not sure how quickly these concepts and ideas will emerge in practice in Australia.Specialists here are often informed of these developments, it is another whole matter altogether if funding is provided to support these programs becoming the "standard approach" here.. When studies obtain an international status, patients in australia gain access to these new treatments.Needless to say, it sometimes feels like we are on a slow boat to China.......

http://www.prweb.com/releases/2012/3/prweb9350570.htm


On another matter altogether, I have been keeping an eye on another form of treatment some of my fellow-LMS'ers  have had access to around the world (not available in Australia!!!!!). At the outset, I acknowledge I am out of my depth here, I have no idea if I would qualify for it, even if it were available in Australia. It is called CYBERKNIFE.  It is used on a range of cancers, and can successfully get rid of /or reduce tumours in some situations.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3gH2zjTfojo&feature=player_embedded

I have found out that it has been mentioned in the Australian parliament recently and there is mention of a petition to get this treatment into Australia. If you are interested, and keen to support this, feel free to download the petition and get 15 signatures on it and send it in:(address on petition).

Here is the speech:

Support for CyberKnife Cancer Treatment
07-February-2012
PARLIAMENT HOUSE, CANBERRA:  I rise tonight to express my support for the introduction into Australia of a new cancer treatment called CyberKnife. This is a remarkable technology that has the capacity to save or improve the lives of hundreds of people who are suffering from cancer.
In short, it provides a more targeted radiotherapy treatment so that less damage is done to non-cancerous parts of the body.
It is available in 26 other countries and should be available here, particularly at our leading cancer hospital, the Peter MacCallum Cancer Centre in Melbourne.
CyberKnife was brought to my attention by two of my constituents, Mr and Mrs Keith and Jenny Slater, who came to see me last year seeking my support for its introduction. At the time, Mr and Mrs Slater's teenage granddaughter, Kahlia, was in late stages of a rare bone cancer. They informed me of all the treatments that she had endured in Australia, but nothing was beating the wasting disease. This is when they decided to head to India, the most accessible place for Kahlia to get CyberKnife treatment.
The results were impressive. When Kahlia made the journey for her treatment in July last year, she boarded the plane in her wheelchair. When she came home, she pushed the wheelchair herself, and for the next three months she enjoyed, according to Mr and Mrs Slater, just being a normal teenager again, such was the tremendous impact of the treatment. Sadly, however, after several months the tumours grew again and she became unable to take the long journey back to India.
This brave young fighter touched the hearts of the nation in her appearance on Channel 7 late last year. The local papers followed her journey, which inspired other teens and readers across the board. Locals and fellow students at Norwood Secondary College pitched in to help raise the $80,000 needed to get Kahlia to India and pay for CyberKnife treatment.
Teen cancer patients have been called the forgotten sufferers as there is quite high awareness of the disease and programs for children and for seniors but there is less for teenagers. It is because of this that I want to bring this matter to the attention of the parliament and to press for the speedy processing of the CyberKnife application.
Mr David Speakman, Executive Director of Clinical Services at the Peter MacCallum Cancer Centre, says that CyberKnife has two important benefits above existing treatments in Australia.
First, it delivers a far more targeted radiotherapy treatment, significantly minimising the damage to non-cancerous parts of the body. Second, it enables radiotherapy to be delivered to some patients that otherwise could not receive radiotherapy, in particular younger people and some other special cases. Mr Speakman strongly endorses the CyberKnife treatment and says that it would be a valuable addition to the treatments available at the Peter MacCallum Centre. He says that current stereotactic radio surgeries using modified linear accelerators are reaching the end of their use-by date. He suggests that this new technology would only cost about $4.5million.
I am pleased that Western Australia has announced plans to purchase the technology. The leading cancer centre, Peter MacCallum in Melbourne, should also have it. As well as having the treatment available locally, it is vital for it to receive Medical Services Advisory Committee (MSAC) approval so that these oncology services can be claimed under Medicare by the people who need it most: cancer sufferers with limited resources of their own.
I am informed by the Minister for Health, who I have written to about this, that an application is currently before MSAC and is in stage 3 of an 11-stage process. Whilst I certainly uphold our system of checks and balances inherent in the MSAC process, I also want to press the urgency of pushing through this process rapidly for the benefit of the many families touched by the ravages of cancer. I note that this treatment is available in 26 other countries, including the US, UK, Canada, France, Germany, Japan, China, Italy, India, and South Korea. It is clearly not an experimental treatment but one that is widespread elsewhere. It is time we had it here.
We can never know for sure what Khalia's prospects would have been had she had CyberKnife treatment in Australia from the start, but, given the success of the treatment she had from her first trip to India, it may well have made a significant difference. Sadly, Kahlia passed away on December 20 of last year. The sparky teenager asked for pink to be worn at her funeral. Consequently, many of the hundreds who farewelled her were dressed in her favourite colour. Pink balloons floated above her pink coffin, signifying a brave and gentle spirit, who is deeply and sadly missed by her grieving family, friends and community. In her honour, Mr and Mrs Slater have vowed to fight for others in similar situations and particularly for the introduction of CyberKnife. I commend their commitment and proudly support them in their efforts. (Time expired)

The Member of Federal Parliament is Alan Tudge and he has a link to the petition on his website. Let me know how you go on this one.

Here is the petition:http://www.alantudge.com.au/Portals/0/PDFs/Cyberknife%20petition.pdf

Back to me:
With some apprehension, I am looking forward to my next Peter Mac appointment on 4 April  which is basically the : WHAT NEXT consultation.

I am feeling OK, just a bit stiff and sore, usually in the late afternoon and evening. I seem to feel it more when I am not at work- how weird!

Enjoying the moments
Love Your Life,
Georgia

Tuesday 20 March 2012

21 March: Not such a great day today at Peter Mac Hospital

I am sad today as I have received some unexpected news. I was called in for an early appointment, it was brought forward from the 28 March to today, 21 March. My Specialist wanted to discuss some of the issues I have been experiencing over the past 3 weeks. My health has not neen ideal and my pain levels have shifted into a new category. From time to time I have experenced tightness, but  more recently I have begun to use some basic pain killers. I had related this all to the effects of the Gastro and the UTI, but the specialist believes that it is only a partial explanation.

Based on preliminary examination of my CT scan yesterday, 20 March, it appears that the tumours are on the move again and that it is time for me to look at my next treatment regime. Again, a team from a variety of hospitals will discuss the best fit for the next round of treatment.

Over the next fortnight, they will investigate if the US drug can be obtained for me on compassionate grounds. It is called Pazopanib. This can be taken orally morning and night and may be a better next step, rather than go back to Chemotherapy straight away.

The next chemotherapy drug based on standard treatments in Australia is called Ifosfamide. This is a 'cousin' of the trial drug Palifosfamide that I may have already been given in the Trial. If that is the case, and I will never know, it may not have much extra benefit......

So, while this is happening, I will wait until the Sarcoma Nurse from Peter Mac contacts me to inform me about progress in obtaining this new tablet. My next appointment is now on 4 April at Peter Mac. They are keen to start me on the next treatment as soon as possible, and I also may be moving from Peter Mac back to the Mercy Hospital for Women where my journey began last year.

Ok, it's time to regroup, rethink, get my emotions sorted and move forward. Lots of emotion today, but I am OK, just unhinged and surprised, dismayed and disappointed.

I am having a beautiful glass of Pinot tonight please join me if you can,

Cheers,
Georgia

PS   Here is some info on PAZOPANIB:

Pazopanib Shows 3-Fold Improvement in Progression-Free Survival
Oncology & Biotech News
Published Online: Thursday, August 4th, 2011
Winette T. A. van der Graaf, MD, PhD

Data from a randomized clinical trial showed that patients with anthracycline-treated sarcomas had a 3-fold improvement in progression-free survival (PFS) with antiangiogenic agent pazopanib versus placebo.
Pazopanib treatment was associated with a median PFS of 4.6 months versus 1.5 months in the placebo group. The difference translated into a 69% reduction in the hazard for progression, as reported at last month’s ASCO meeting in Chicago.
“We may now conclude that, after decades of chemotherapy, we finally have a new drug for our patients with soft-tissue sarcomas,” said Winette T. A. van der Graaf, MD, PhD, a medical oncologist at Radboud University Nijmegen Medical Center in the Netherlands. “I think pazopanib can be added to the palette of potentially active drugs. It is also important that this benefit is not restricted to rare sarcomas but has been shown to be effective in more common types of sarcomas.”
The findings came from the international multicenter phase III PALETTE trial involving patients with soft-tissue sarcomas, including leiomyosarcoma, synovial sarcoma, and fibrohistiocytic and fibroblastic sarcomas. Much of the basis for the trial came from a phase II study of pazopanib, which showed a 12-week progression-free rate of 40% to 50% in patients with advanced soft-tissue sarcomas (J Clin Oncol. 2009;27:3127-3132).
“After decades of chemotherapy, we finally have a new drug for our patients with softtissue sarcomas.”
–Winette T. A. van der Graaf, MD, PhDPALETTE investigators at 72 centers in 13 countries enrolled patients treated with as many as 4 prior chemotherapy regimens, and all patients had prior anthracycline exposure but no prior treatment with antiangiogenesis agents. Patients were randomized 2:1 to pazopanib 800 mg/day or placebo and followed until progression, unacceptable toxicity, withdrawal of consent, or death. The primary endpoint was PFS, and secondary endpoints were overall survival, overall response rate, quality of life, and safety.
The final analysis included 369 randomized patients. The trial ended November 2010 with a median follow-up of 15 months.
Leiomyosarcoma accounted for more than 40% of the tumors, and about 70% of the patients had high-grade tumors at diagnosis. Aside from the required anthracycline exposure, the patients’ treatment history most often included ifosfamide (>70%), gemcitabine (35%), and docetaxel (30%). A majority of patients had received more than 2 lines of chemotherapy for advanced disease.
Analysis of the primary endpoint demonstrates a significant advantage in favor of pazopanib (P <.0001). The benefit was consistent across the 3 major histologic strata (leiomyosarcoma, synovial, and other), associated with hazard ratios of 0.19 to 0.36, all of which achieved statistical significance (P = .0002 to P <.0001).
The interim analysis of overall survival showed no significant difference between treatment groups, as the pazopanib arm had a median overall survival of 11.9 months compared with 10.4 months in the placebo group (P = .1782). van der Graaf said the final analysis of overall survival will occur before the end of the year.
Table. Best Overall Response
 Pazopanib
n = 239Placebo
n = 123
Partial response14 (6%)0 (0%)
Stable disease164 (67%)47 (38%)
Clinical benefit73%38%
Adapted from van der Graaf et al. J Clin Oncol. 2011;29(suppl; abstr LBA10002).Best overall response in the pazopanib arm included partial responses in 6% of patients and stable disease in 67%, resulting in a clinical benefit rate of 73%. In contrast, no patient in the placebo arm had an objective response, and 38% had stable disease (Table).
The median treatment duration was 16.4 months in the pazopanib arm and 8.1 months in the placebo group. Half of patients in the pazopanib group required treatment interruptions, and 37% had dose reductions. Nonetheless, the dose intensity was 96.3%.
Adverse events most commonly associated with pazopanib treatment included fatigue (65%), diarrhea (58%), nausea (54%), weight loss (48%), hypertension (41%), and anorexia (40%). Grade 3/4 adverse events were infrequent.
Some patients in the pazopanib arm had liver enzyme abnormalities, which were expected. The most common grade 3/4 liver events involved gamma-GT (12%). The abnormalities were reversible in all cases.
“With adequate monitoring and timely interventions, adverse events are manageable,” said van der Graaf.

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van der Graaf WT, Blay J, Chawla SP, et al. PALLETTE: a randomized, double-blind, phase III trial of pazopanib versus placebo in patients with soft-tissue sarcoma whose disease has progressed during or following prior chemotherapy—An EORTC STBSG Global Network Study (EORTC 62072). J Clin Oncol. 2011;29(suppl; abstr LBA10002).

Friday 16 March 2012

LMS Article

Hi,
I came across this article at one of the LMS group sites that I am a member of. It is very inspirational, as I am in a similar category to Coco.

I hope you find it as encouraging as I have.

http://www.herald-mail.com/news/hm-smithsburg-woman-focuses-on-the-positives-as-she-battles-rare-uterine-cancer-20120309,0,2948422.story

On another note, I am due for my 8 weekly CT scan this Tuesday 20 March. I will probably have a few more tests done as I think I may have an infection at the moment. I am experiencing pain in my abdomen for the first time since surgery  (May 2011). I am hoping this is due to an infection, perhaps related to my hospital visit (check last blog entry!), rather than active tumour growth.

As always, the follow-up specialist appointment will take place on Wednesday 28 March. We are praying for another small miracle; no tumour growth would be phenomenal. Another 8 weeks reprieve would be another small celebration in my life journey.

I continue to work full-time, but have taken medical days as required. I believe I am better off physically and mentally working rather than not. It is the best fit for me psychologically right now. I am as well as I am going to be and I will not let it go as long as I am fit and well. I am pacing myself, and am aware of my limitations.

As always, I will let you know how I go with the next CT scan,

Love your life,
Georgia